Finding My True Home and New Family

I spent 20, almost 20 years in Reiki. A group of ladies who were just gathering and sharing things and doing meditation and different things. And that period of time I got divorced and pretty much a lot of people in my family died.

I was financially in depths. So my life was very hard. At the time I didn't understand what was it. But there was a woman calling herself a Reiki master and we all really worshipped her.

Something happened at my work because my colleague one day she called me. She told me there is some kind of competition in Luxembourg for a court. Something in me was telling go and apply and apply. It was so strange because that program was in French and I didn't know French very well. And I said, okay, I will do it. The deadline was tomorrow. And I just sent this application and after few months I was chosen to go there in Luxembourg for job.

The move to Luxembourg

During the first year with my daughter, we felt very lonely and my daughter wanted to find some friends. So she found some in school and one day she just came with a piece of paper and she told me, Mom, I would really like to go to play with new friends. Can you please take me there? So I called this number and the father picked up and said, yes, of course, come and we can have, we can know each other. So I came to the house. He told me, come on, come on, get inside of the house and we just spoke for five minutes. He looked me at the eyes and he asked me, why are you so sad? And when he asked me that, I just started to cry. It was so awkward. I never experienced that before because I used to live a life with a smile on my face and nobody could see nothing. And he just asked me, can I pray for you? And I said, yes, that's so kind.

The night everything changed

And then he called his wife, they put, they lay hands on me. I just closed my eyes and they prayed and I saw all my life going like in front of me. And I saw all people that I hurt and I just cried out to Jesus to forgive me. And at one point, I, it just big light came to me and face of Jesus in front of me, looking at me and everything disappeared and inside of me, I felt normally heaviness and depression and everything was very hard. But when he came in in this light, everything was gone in a second and I felt freedom instantly. And a big light. That kind of light I never saw before. It was amazing and the eyes, I saw the face like like this. And then he said, look, I heard the voice. He said, look, and at the minute that he said that to me, I saw, I saw place, a place, perfect place, like clean water and a meadow and flowers and I was there at the place. And I knew that I need to jump in that water. And I just jumped in that water and when I came out, there was a white robe waiting for me and I put the robe and I knew that is my place where I should be. And he said, look, this is the place you came from and the place that you are going to go. And in my heart I felt this is my home. It was so peaceful. I just, I wanted to stay there forever. It was so real. It felt like I was there and at the time I felt, okay, now I'm coming back and a big warmth came to me. And I just started to pray in tongues like this. It was very fast and I was a little bit like, what's going on? Because I never heard about it. When I came back and opened my eyes, they said, wow, you are glowing. Like, what happened?

A new life

And from that day, I was different. I was completely different. I, I was changed from the inside. I felt different and everything what I was thinking from the next day was Jesus. Jesus was in my mind all the time. I fell in love. I never fell in love like that. So he was constantly, even when I went to work, I thought about Jesus. It was like anything else, I, it was like for me, I hadn't had passion for anything else. Just to pray and to read Bible and spend time with Jesus. So it was a big change. And our two families, we got together on weekends, we went out, we prayed for people, we went with the kids. So it was a life. So I was growing at that place in Luxembourg. It was a perfect place for me as a baby Christian to grow and to learn about Jesus and to learn about the word. And after some time, I just joined this fellowship and I saw because we were very different from different backgrounds and we didn't know each other. I, I saw that God was doing in us the work and putting us together for a reason. And he put on our hearts to start to pray, to fast once a week, to have fellowship. And it was very strange for me to see that in one country you have a few cities and they're all as one family. So although we are in different cities, we come together and it's so natural. It's like we know each other for very long time and such love and peace and it's a kingdom. It's a kingdom on earth. I never experienced that. So at the time I didn't notice that, but God was showing me this is the church he wants. This is the church when he manifests. We don't even prepare what to do. We just come to to to the place for, I don't know, we went to Bulgaria, to, I don't know, brothers and sisters went to Poland or Slovakia. So we don't plan what we are going to do. Actually, we don't have a schedule. But we just come and people come and spirit is leading and we all know what to do. So it's so natural. And this is God. This is God how he manifests. So this is something what I see, it's very different from the place where I was raised up first. Although we are very connected and we are still in contact and we love each other really as families and kids as well. But this is something different that what I saw and experienced here in my country and I'm very happy about it because it's for the fruit to stay.